Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Grieving

I'm pretty sure AF is just around the corner. I spent last night sad. Now, I am just angry.

2 comments:

  1. Believe me I know how you feel. I'm not sure how long you guys have been doing this but I am about done. Yesterday I took a test. On 13DPO. My boobs are killing me so I thought maybe. Stark white negative. At that moment I was done. Done with tests, done with BD only when it counts and then feeling guilty when we don't any other time. Done with the emotional rollercoaster. I am so glad we have each other to follow. It would be so much harder to do this without my blog and my blog friends.

    I hope that AF stays away and this is your month! If not then screw her. LOL

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  2. We've been at this for almost 7 months now. 7 cycles of disappointment. I know I'm being negative, but that's why I blog - to get all the negative out.

    FertilityFriend suggests I test at 18DPO. I want to test at 7DPO, but I've been the feeling you are describing has kept me from testing early anymore. Also, the fear of someone seeing me purchase pregnancy tests keeps me from wanting to use up the tests.

    I'm thankful for you and your commenting on my blog. It's so nice to know someone out there is listening and understands. So thank you! :)

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