Monday, May 16, 2011

Stressed Out

My stress levels are getting out of hand. I can't sleep, yet I'm so tired. When I do manage to fall asleep, it's for about an hour at a time. My energy level is at an all time high and I feel like I could run a marathon, but I wouldn't because it could ruin everything we've "worked" for this month.

I'm not good at waiting...the 2WW bullshit is a nightmare. I just need to keep busy doing any and everything I can. Don't stop to watch t.v., don't give in and eat cake thinking it will solve anything, and don't think about whether or not you are pregnant as much as possible. Please pray for me that I can find calm and focus so I don't harm this process.

Sorry for such a negative post, but that's how I am feeling.

Until next time...

1 comment:

  1. It is definately one of those days for both of us I guess. Chin up...let loose a little. Go shopping, even if you have to return it all tomorrow. lol. I have to take benadryl some nights just to be able to sleep. It will get has to right?